Srinagar: National Award-winning actor Zaira Wasim on Sunday announced her “disassociation” from the field of acting, saying she was not happy with the line of work as it interfered with her faith and religion.
In a detailed post on her Facebook page, which she later shared across all social media platforms, the Kashmiri-born “Dangal” fame star said she realised “though I may fit here perfectly, I do not belong here”.
“Five years ago I made a decision that changed my life forever. As I stepped my foot in Bollywood, it opened doors of massive popularity for me. I started to become the prime candidate of public attention, I was projected as the gospel of the idea of success and was often identified as a role model for the youth.
“However, that’s never something that I set out to do or become, especially with regards to my ideas of success and failure, which I had just started to explore and understand,” Wasim said in the lengthy post.
The 18-year-old actor said as she completed five years in the profession, she wanted to “confess that I am not truly happy with this identity i.e my line of work”.
“For a very long time now it has felt like I have struggled to become someone else. As I had just started to explore and make sense of the things to which I dedicated my time, efforts and emotions and tried to grab hold of a new lifestyle, it was only for me to realise that though I may fit here perfectly, I do not belong here.
“This field indeed brought a lot of love, support, and applause my way, but what it also did was to lead me to a path of ignorance, as I silently and unconsciously transitioned out of ‘imaan’ (faith). While I continued to work in an environment that consistently interfered with my ‘imaan’, my relationship with my religion was threatened,” she said.
She said as she continued to “ignorantly pass through” while trying to convince herself that what she was doing was okay and was not really affecting her, “I lost all the ‘Barakah’ (blessing) from my life”.
“I was constantly battling with my soul to reconcile my thoughts and instincts to fix a static picture of my ‘imaan’ and I failed miserably, not just once but a hundred times…
“I kept procrastinating by tricking and deluding my conscience into the idea that I know what I am doing doesn’t feel right but assumed that I will put an end to this whenever the time feels right and I continued to put myself in a vulnerable position where it was always so easy to succumb to the environment that damaged my peace, ‘imaan’ and my relationship with Allah (God),” she said.
Talking about her life as an actor, she said she continued to observe things and twist her perceptions as she wanted them to be, without really understanding that the key was to see them as they were.
“In the great and divine wisdom of the Quran, I found sufficiency and peace. Indeed the hearts find peace when it acquires the knowledge of Its Creator, His Attributes, His Mercy and His commandments,” she added.
Wasim said she began to heavily rely upon Allah’s mercy for help and guidance instead of valuing her own believability.
“I discovered my lack of knowledge of the basic fundamentals of my religion and how my inability to reinforce a change earlier was a result of confusing my heart’s contentment and well being with strengthening and satisfying my own (shallow and worldly) desires,” she said.
The actor, who made her big Bollywood debut opposite superstar Aamir Khan in 2016, said she questioned the deepest sources of her ideas of success, meaning and the purpose of her life.
“The source code that governed and impacted my perceptions evolved into a different dimension. Success isn’t correlated with our biased, delusional and conventional shallow measures of life. Success is the accomplishment of the purpose of our creation. We have forgotten the purpose we were created for as we ignorantly continue to pass through our lives; deceiving our conscience,” she said.
Wasim said the journey has been “exhausting, to battle my soul for so long” and life was too short yet too long to be at war with oneself.
About announcing the decision on social media, the actor said she was openly doing so not to paint a holier picture of herself, but “this is the least I can do to start afresh”.
Back to right it for her from Allah, and thanks to Muslim mirror for this type of news
When you are surrounded by the people of the bollywood industry where majority of them are not the same faith as you are, they will control everything you do and think especially concerning your salah time (5 times prayer)
I know some of the so-called “muslim” actors would compromise their salah with all the shooting schedules.. Salah is the main practice in Islam for achieving Allah’s barakah in everything you do..
And i’m sure that most “muslim” actors would consume liquor just to be “in with the crowd”. And also as a muslimah, your revealing attire will somehow takes the barakah away from you.
Maybe some of the “muslim” actors achieved fame and fortune but do they have peace in their hearts? The important thing that we have to fear upon is Allah’s wrath.
Is it called ISTIDRAJ.
Allah gives all the fortune to his slaves but Allah never pleased (means continued doing sins and will be far from His grace)
Zaira has made a right decision by putting Allah first. Bravo sister
Very unfortunate decision.. now she will get married with a Muslim guy and become child production factory.. whole life she will waste as a second class citizen.
Alhamdulillah, our late President A P J Kalam who made India into a nuclear power was a Muslim whose father was priest of a mosque in his village.
PM Namoji has 5 brothers and sisters.
By the way Sanghi loser, how did u drop into this world without marriage of your parents?
Superb Decision. But you could have been selective, I know its impossible, more the skin is exposed more you grow. Even selling your virginity to the demanding owners or you submitting to your greedy fame is very common. All this is if you want more from this world.
All the characters are shameless participants while every day improvising on their false ideology.
There is moral at times and good awareness, but the destruction is more.
Even if you aren’t Muslim, who still believes in dignity, then any sort of expose to indecency is promoting ideas of undesirable instincts on the weak minds.
They say natural elements are substance to the movies concept, but others say the vice-vesa.
Just prove that you can still be a celebrity even though not by acting.
Anyways.. good luck.